to thee who never fall in my arms...

the withering oaks of trees has its endings

and guess what, so is the heart..

it stands with crutches and bandages all over

like a haemophillic, it bleeds like the river gushing out of a failed dam

dive into the blood, and you will see the leakage,

pain

anguish

past,future

and nothing more than the battered heart

like the night and day

sun and moon

rain and shine

bright and dark

deep and shallow

they dont meet, efforts can help

but not solve

try as thee may, the glimmer of hope fades slowly

because it all pulls us apart

the past haunts the present

but the present holds the future

because if that light shines or not...

let it be.... i'll live through it

when you have to do it even it kills you

trusted the wrong people twice....

please dont betray mine again... =/

and its another special.. New Year's One...

new year '10,class list,classmates,sis and bro's, valentines, school event, hari guru, performance, NTS School, State Camp, the scandal of 4B, mid year exam, add maths :(, moral??.. distraction,motivation,mommy, physics,library,my dai lou, DG Food Court, perhimpunan, MERE-PIYA..=D.. fashion show??.. pelantikan, a peek to school majalah, kenny rogers, pn wong retirement =(, shocking odds, sir mark drill, 2 minute lunch, midnight star jumps, 60 pumps for a watch, me white band..=/, chinese acrobats, penyampaian hadiah, the most epic tease, random stuff from Alyson, bieber fever(insulting him), sukan day, final year exam, Deck The Trees, lotsa snow, lotsa kids,lotsa fun, christmas virtual countdown, DD '10, small boy call Daniel..=P, new age cartoons, mailed results, class list next year, new year '11 in 8 hours...

That's 2010, simplified.. =)

If i could pop all these with you... wouldn't that be great??

The Christmas Special... 2010..

This Christmas its a season for giving...

well, I dont exactly have presents... but tagging you in these notes may do...

so here its goes..=D

The Foo's (only one)

Amanda: my soul sis!! XD... Its a very merry Christmas to you... recess wont be same without you ya'know... looking forward to be classmates next year... cheers.. =D

The Teh's

Danzel: dai lou!!.. =D... Merry Christmas.. next year tugas same day kay??? xD.. Have a good Christmas..=P

Sheng Hui: Merry Christmas to you!!.. dono wat to say..haha.. have a good Christmas!! xD

Sheng Jian: Ah Jian, merry Christmas!!.. next year go UK dont forget us ar?? xD..

The Chow's(only one.. and not Peter Chow)

Abel: no turtles for you at Christmas.. =/.. but a very Merry Christmas =D.. i'm waiting for more jokes.. xD

The Adlina's (only one)

Sofea: Merrrryyy Christmas!! =D... dont be blur next year kay??? cheer up and enjoy your Christmas.. xD

The Amalina's (only one)

Natasha: Merrry Christmas, nat... =P... enjoy it before next year.. bruno for Christmas eh?? =D

The One and Only Joe

Ivan:Dei, brotha' merry Christmas my man... xD.. enjoy it real good at Christmas... next year's gonna be a ride... and show me the guitar next year.. peace.. and cheers!!. xD

The Tan's

Christa: this is your captain speaking... we are landing in the North Pole and meeting Santa for a Christmas trip..=D... haha, merry Christmas to you anyway.. =D... cheers.. =)

Elisa: elisaaaaarrrrrr!!!.. Merry Christmas!! =D... hope you have a nice and memorable one... the story shall unfold on boxing day kaysss??? xD.. signing off, CIA agent.. =P

Amelia: Merrrrryyy Christmas!!. =D... see you next year, amy.. and the penguin is still cute.. =P

Karuna: Yo sis!!!... xD... Merrrrryy Christmas!! =D... get the bag, girl... =P... and show it to me... xD..cheerss..=D

The Chu's (only one)

Louis: merrryy Christmass!!!..=D... your iPod touch 5mp syok la now.. xD

break... i need one...

the title says so...

so i'm gonna break from blogging...

Merry Christmas people...

if

only you knew the sleepless nights

only u notice that honest stare

only u notice the sacrifices made

only I knew you deep inside

only I could tell you

only our world's are not so far apart

only i could spend more time with you

only i can understand the deep down

only you knew the person inside

only i could take every moment of you and wrote all of them down

inside me.

what if..